Life to thank for...

TURNING POINT

2010-11-13T20:27:00.002+08:00

God is so great that He turn me back to Him in my ministry. last two weeks, i got back to the heart of worship, and God ask of me to fulfil my calling. I share it with some church members and ask them to pray for me. It has never gone from me, and God prove it to me that He stick to His promise and wants me to realize that no matter how i am and how my life is, He wants me to serve Him fully and

why do i care??

2010-09-20T21:59:00.004+08:00

Looking back at my social life, i realized 1 thing..i always care of things tht happen to my friends, family and acquaintance. sometime, even though i don't wana know, they naturally came to me. when i was younger, i did not understand this. But when i became born again, i learned why little by little. Now, when i said "learned", it doesn't mean that i fully understand this gift. Why would i

s.A.d.I.s.T

2010-09-15T22:17:00.005+08:00

sometime in this life, so many things came up..unexpectedly. when i was small, i always dream of my future. now, at this stage of my life, married and having a son and in my late twenties..i don't think i live much of this life. i came across so many event and incident in my life that teach me countless lesson. God has bring me through all of it, both good and bad ones.At this moment, i came

Satisfaction

2010-04-16T18:01:00.003+08:00

Last few days was my husband's birthday. Early of the month he mentioned to me that he is goin to treat himself with great present this year. So despite our big need with the coming of our baby in next 2 months, i encourage him to splurge for himself.So he get himself a new notebook, a new big aquarium and a new exotic fish. I never feel so satisfied to see the joy in his face when he got all

isolation..

2010-04-06T09:40:00.002+08:00

For a long time, i've gone many phases of isolation in my life..Once a fellow friend told me it's like wandering in the desert for a while and return with new resolution about anything in life. For me, as life goes on, we catch up and adapt to changes in our life, gone are the days of studying, then, single days, couple days..through all of this, our personality evolve to suit the demand of the

Attitude Vs Feeling

2010-03-27T15:37:00.003+08:00

I watch a drama on local tv station, one of the line that capture me in the drama was..having to care of other's feeling until we neglect our own feeling..I believe a lot of us are in that situation, well lately, i was in the situation a lot. I hate it when it happen to me. But i learn how to handle it by getting through it. I get to point no.1, we could never impress other up to their

when hubby's away..

2010-03-24T23:23:00.004+08:00

I'm actually getting used to my husband travelling every 1 or 2 weeks now. I got plenty of time for myself and the house. good thing is that i hv his youngest bro and my youngest sis staying with us. so when he travel, i stil hv companies at home (especially now tht i'm pregnant). It's not bout counting on them to help me around the house (which u knw how youngsters/student are..), but more to

expecting..

2010-03-13T22:42:00.002+08:00

The word expecting become bigger to my husband and me. and getting bigger and bigger day by day now..i'm 26 weeks pregnant! Our first baby ;)At first i don't hv any idea what to expect, except tht i'm expecting hahhahaha..but through sharing n reading..i got to learn a lot (really a lot!!) about pregnancy. my friends n colleague share a great deal of knowledge, and my family has been my reference

watever

2009-09-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

my brain just won't work today.so i decided to do "field work". after a remark from my assistant of my tanned skin, i knew tht i wouldn't sit at my table and dig through paperworks today. So, i chose to burn some fat (which i have lots at the moment) helping my staff to rearrange the display around the shop. To my judgement, it wasn't the best day i had at work, i've got the post-holiday syndrom

holiday

2009-09-24T23:33:00.004+08:00

last weekend, my husband & i drove back to my hometown. well actually, this trip wasn't something we planned. i might not be able to go home for christmas, so i took the chance to visit my grandma from both side of my parents. my husband never been to my father's village, so this trip was his introduction to where my dad spent his childhood(i'm not familiar either since my family live at my mom's

monday morning

2009-07-27T10:36:00.002+08:00

this morning is not the same with any other monday morning i've had in life.I hardly sleep last night, having weird dreams all night. then wake up this morning with heavy head, not headache but just feel like my brain was working all night in my sleep. My sis came up to me and told me about her nose bleeding in the middle of the night, i told her to drink a lot of plain water to cool her body

"facebookerism"

2009-07-21T21:58:00.004+08:00

Most of the time, i wanted to be connected with my friends. then there was facebook. a very good friend of mine create it for me. i couldn't thank her enuf for it.at first, i meant it to be for close friends that i can intimately share personal stuff in it. but i later i realize that i could not keep or maintain it to close friends only, as the biggest purpose for facebook is to get connected to

at point blank..

2009-07-14T15:21:00.002+08:00

I guess i need miracle rite now..My faith is that God will provide and give me blessing according to His richness and glory. Amen....in fact He already has..Thank u Lord!

All rite..i'm back to my blog

2009-07-12T20:49:00.002+08:00

wow..i never thought i'm gonna write blog again.well what a shame thought. usually, i'll write updates on myself. i think i'm gonna change tht a bit, (it's 2009 for goodness sake!)well, see you soon in my next post!

Am buzzing

2008-09-16T17:12:00.004+08:00

stretching my brain so hard lately that i became a bighead. Anyway, stress releaser came to save my bighead from exploding (uuhhh thank God!)Last week, as if the universe knew that i need to balance out my cortisol level, i've got calls from my long time friends. i talk for hours in total with them..especially meow2(ahaks u know who..luv u buddy). I am sooo thankful to God for providing me

I'm yours ;)

2008-07-02T09:21:00.000+08:00

Song lyrics | I'm Yours lyrics

what a comeback..

2008-06-10T16:38:00.002+08:00

hi friends! it's good to be here again after a long break. I miss all of you. by the way..to start up in 2008;update of me now;1. i'm engaged..2. i'm in KCH3. i'm double busy than last year4. i'm on strict diet (hohohoho..no choc till dec08, tht's killin me!!)5. i'm with SIBNL6. i'm still missing my fiance hundreds miles away..7. i'm on countdown to my big day (with big fat tangles in my head)8.

Reunion

2007-07-06T07:31:00.000+08:00

meeting some old close friends is wonderful. recently, i met some old buddies and stay overnight with them. old time memories came back, and we all share bout how's life goin on now and what's our future plan. it was such a great reunion, and more than that, we were serving in the same church before, so it was more like fellowship. i was so delighted to be able to meet them again and be with them

all praise and glory to God

2007-07-04T15:07:00.000+08:00

at this moment, i am so thankful to God for giving me such an amazing opportunity.i received another blessing from God which i consider to myself as wonderful. God has been my great refuge and provider all this year long. i faced a lot of obstacles from the beginning of the year, and all that is for my own good, i believe God teach me and make me grow in faith towards another level in my life.I'm

cool art...

2007-06-27T11:33:00.000+08:00

..TrUSt..

2007-06-25T14:23:00.000+08:00

How To Build Trust in RelationshipsBy Susie and Otto CollinsMar 6, 2000How do you build trust in relationships? We've found the secret is constant communication, one moment at a time. We both came from dead-end relationships from a state of vulnerability but with a strong desire for a different kind of relationship--a relationship filled with passion, love, honesty, friendship and most of all,

i'm the jerk version

2007-06-21T15:44:00.000+08:00

i'm doing it all wrong at this moment, every single thing that i do was not right.i feel bad of myself this week.i dont know if i enjoy and appreciate the present of people around me.i can't think positive right now.in every single day, i have make few things that make a bad impression of myself.i try to be good this few days but failed.and just few minutes ago, i screwed up again, and all i got

a tribute to a special Friend

2007-06-20T13:31:00.000+08:00

uploading my mind...

2007-06-19T13:13:00.000+08:00

i hate the situation when i did my best for a work, but all that i get back is crap from those people i help. sometime i blame myself maybe i did not do my best yet. but today, i get to say it all out, i don't care what people say anymore, i'm trying to do my work and i can't listen to everybody's complain or else i will never get it done!! sorang nak itu..sorang nak ini..dulu nak mcm tu, skrg

unnecessary move

2007-06-14T10:58:00.000+08:00

rumours goin on bout UMNO opening branch in Sarawak..my personal opinion..i totally agree with majority sarawakian, we don't need UMNO here in our state as we have strong BN component party to rule Sarawak, and UMNO is irrelevant to Sarawak because this state consist of more than 30 indigenous race.. why should we have a one race party which only benifited one group of people..Our state is

to Mr D @ my Darling

2007-06-07T14:31:00.000+08:00

A piece for my dearest..

2007-06-06T14:40:00.000+08:00

I'll Stand By You Oh why you look so sadThe tears are in your eyesCome on and come to me nowDon't be ashamed to cryLet me see you throughCause I've seen the dark side tooWhen the night falls on youYou don't know what to doNothing you confessCould make me love you lessI'll stand by youI'll stand by youWon't let nobody hurt youI'll stand by youSo if you're mad get madDon't hold it all insideCome on

coming back from holiday..

2007-06-05T08:16:00.000+08:00

holiday started friday last week till yesterday, before that my mom ask me wether i'm goin back or not, i told them i did not plan to go back. as soon i will be goin back when my eldest sis giving birth. so my mom quite disappointed, i told her my situation, she understand and approve. Gawai was always a big feast, but for me, i never really experience it as we are not celebrating gawai, but we

very talented!

2007-05-31T15:04:00.000+08:00

being perfect

2007-05-30T08:50:00.000+08:00

i don't know if i say this right, it is hard to become a person who others want you to be..i believe only parents do it right when they brought us up, but when we become an adult we are also out of their hands as we can already decide for our self what we want to be..for me, my parents had done a tremendous job in nurturing good values in me.i am used to high expectation in my life, even though

Sending back..

2007-05-30T07:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, a friend of mine told me a true story that happened to a girl from a rural area. the story is like this...one family who live in kuching go to the rural area to get a wife for their son, so they manage to pick one and both parents agreed for their child to be married to each other. after the wedding is done, the girl was brought to kuching to live with her husband's family. Then when

this is fantastic! i love it!

2007-05-18T15:17:00.000+08:00

"Loose Canon" ...pachellbel become more fun than the original..hihihi

Blake goes to final!!!!

2007-05-17T14:08:00.000+08:00

Top three perfom so great last night!! well the result is even great..my favourite Blake goes to final!! Melinda goes home but credits to her singing too, she's a brilliant singer..well i guess American has the same thought as i do..i was really hoping for Blake to go to final since the beginning of the show..and now my hope came true!Now i hope Blake will be the next American Idol!!!!!

stammering children

2007-05-16T10:12:00.000+08:00

Last night i watch Discovery Home & Health and one program that caught me..it's call "Help me to speak"i was so move watching it, it make me realize how difficult it was to communicate if a child is stammering. the program shows that speech therapy could help this stammering children. i am really move to help children with stammering problem. i wonder if we have a community or support group in

sunny day

2007-05-15T15:25:00.000+08:00

on sunday, i wash my owen, hang him outside to dry, but unlucky for him yesterday while i was in the office in the morning, it was raining heavily, so he was wet again..thanks to God, today is bright and sunny, so i guess i can hug owen when i sleep tonite..owen was a gift from my mom when i got offer from college in 2001. i really love him..my mom is the best hihi..Yesterday, in the afternoon,

Petronas Borneo Games

2007-05-11T11:31:00.000+08:00

alright, The Petronas Borneo Games held in Bintulu this year, our venue host three 3 major games, Badminton, Tennis and Dart.Officially kicked off today early in the morning, and right now there's a lot of people outside my office and around our venue. they hv been coming here since wednesday.contigents from all over sabah, sarawak and W.P Labuan(which is form of Petronas staff in this three

a blessing from the other side of the world..

2007-05-10T08:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday, while i was so bored waiting for an important email from our auditor, i browse thru few blogs..then i found this.. Angie's Blogi read thru her blog, and she remind me of myself back then. i love to write things just as she wrote while i was in college.Thanks to God for the blessing, i know it's not a coincidence to find her blog, and God is reminding me of His wonderful love again.ok,

empty

2007-05-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

i'm going thru an emptyness right now, i don know, it's just happen, somehow, when i work, i feel empty, when go back home it feels so empty, i'm so bored. can't help it. each day, i was thinking hard what to do to get rid of this feeling. it's not that i have nothing to do, but it's just feels that way. it's like something is missing in my life. excitement, yeah i have no life excitement. maybe

cool..

2007-05-08T14:21:00.000+08:00

i saw cip andy do this on his page, so i decided to try too..here's what i got ;)

horrify..

2007-05-08T07:47:00.000+08:00

last week, a beaten up man was dump at a secluded area behind my house.that morning, as i was washing my car, while my darling (still on his vacation here last week) was cutting the grass at the compound, suddenly a man called up asking for phone, my darling ask why does he need it, and he says, " a man got beaten up behind there, i saw him when i jog there just now, we need to call the police

food indulgence

2007-05-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

for the last weekend till wednesday, i really allow myself to eat.the chowdown feast begin on saturday..after picking up my darling from the airport..we start with a little picnic by the seaside.our menu:Nasi lemak (he brought from KL, my fav wangsa maju nasi lemak)BBQ chicken wings (his "must have" menu)BBQ bishop nose (his fav)Air tebu (our fav)and off course some munchy junk food

sincere..

2007-04-28T09:05:00.000+08:00

i woke up early this morning..kinda chilly..wish to continue to sleep, but failed..this cold saturday morning reminds me of home back in kampung ;)Today is so quiet..everything seem to be frozen..maybe lots of people went back to their hometown for this long holiday. anyway, i work as usual today.Yesterday, an old friend came to my house for a short visit, actually i did not expect him at all,

time to rest..

2007-04-24T14:18:00.000+08:00

how does retired people feel? i've always wonder. the guy i replaced was retired and yet he still came to the office once in a while. off course for my father, after retiring means time to concentrate on his sago plantation work. But i wonder, those retired from office job..i supposed they too finding something else to do, only that their things are different from what my dad did.I believe all

taking control of myself

2007-04-23T10:06:00.000+08:00

one week feels so short, it's like having ice cream on a hot sunny day. after one week, my lil sis has returned to sibu. I like her spending time with me.we do a lots of exercise together..heheheone trend that is very common amongs girls or women, is being beautiful.i have friends that are obsess to be beautiful (no offense friends). what i mean is that slim figure, smooth and fair skin, current

thinking of..

2007-04-18T14:03:00.000+08:00

i read a lot of articles about life. Somehow from time to time there are more and more articles about life that appears no matter where, the magazine, books, internet, newspapers, in fact they are everywhere.so i guess, human are actually addicted to life, every single thing that we do are for our life or the life of others. Some take life to the extreme, cheating death or revive the death. i

buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2007-04-17T10:47:00.000+08:00

lately, i am soooooooooooooo busy. luckily a fren drop a note that triggers me to update my blog..for the last 3 weeks, a lot of things happen..1. i make a trip to Miri2. attend 2 bday parties3. my old skool fren got a job here in the same town, so we met again and the chitchat never end down to the memory lane (we do hv a lot of thing to catch up)4. i got new haircut..regret it tho, my hair

all bout work

2007-03-28T09:53:00.000+08:00

at this point of my career, i'm agreed to the saying "higher pay, higher responsibilty"tommorow we are having a major event but i have it all ready and just few things to be prepared for the final touch.next financial year, my workload is piling up, i have more major projects to handle. but off course i'm getting myself prepare for it. for this financial year, i have finished our new Guardhouse,

superstitious

2007-03-22T09:44:00.000+08:00

last night i have a bad dream, i'm not sure whether it's just a dream or it mean something..but the dream was quite weird to me.in my dream, i caught my darling red handed kissing another girl, my reaction was, upset and go away holding my tears, and he did not go after me and just wait for me to come back, which i did come back and totally upset..i woke up instantly and can't sleep after that,

freelance job wanted

2007-03-20T09:59:00.000+08:00

friends..if you know any vacancy for freelance job, please let me know ok..i'm kinda bored, and need to do something during my spare time.i would be happy enough if i got any writing job, i can write about anything hehe..contact me (please...):- erry682@yahoo.comi am serious bout this, and appreciate your help.

2007-03-14T13:49:00.000+08:00

sweet treasure

2007-03-12T14:10:00.000+08:00

today, suddenly my sis (sis adlin) who now live in sabah goes online, we chat for a while, there are too much to catch up between each other..i miss her so much and haven't seen her for few years now since i left college. i'm so glad that we are stil keepin in touch wit each other.she is like a real sis to me..she cared for me when i was in college and help me with a lot of my probs. i miss to

my first dental appointment

2007-03-09T10:48:00.000+08:00

at last, i made it to the dentist..i was ready to bear the pain of tooth being pulled out of my gum.to my surprise, the dentist said "your tooth is still ok, we only need to fill the decayed tooth". then she set an appointment for me next tuesday.i always have the fear of seeing dentist before, but what i experience just now is not bad at all. i feel comfortable with it.well, i guess i won't be

King of my heart

2007-03-08T16:12:00.000+08:00

i could have not got anything without Him, the King of my heartmany people take Him for grantedi pray that i will always give Him thanksfor everything that i was, am, and goin to bei dedicated the song "King of my heart" by michelle tumes to HIMwho deserve all the praises and worship of my hearti am so glad that i am found..i pray that all others who seek Him shall be found too..

i dream of...

2007-03-07T15:10:00.000+08:00

the place where i work is exactly by the sea shore, but unfortuntely due to erosion, now we could only indulge the sea view from inside our perimeter fence.i always dream of a getaway, to the amazing islands of maldives..last time i saw great vacation destinations there on TV...uhhh..how i really wish i could go there..i guess that is what i need right now.maybe i'm affected by busybee virus,

Rollercoaster..

2007-02-27T15:06:00.000+08:00

life is full of changes and surprise..sometime there are too many changes in short time, and i feel tired adapting myself to it..i guess i'm agree to the sayin "life is a roller coaster" When we took a ride on a roller coaster;all the way up, we feel the bloodrush and our heart pumping like crazy, and we scream excitedly..When it goes down, our scream = excitement + fear + sick hahhahaha...After

like weed...

2007-02-23T09:00:00.000+08:00

the uniqueness of old folks conversation, the way they talk and discuss sometime could be so interesting. especially those who are still holding to the old custom and traditional way of life. their language is far more deep but the point is very clear, not like modern people nowadays who talk shallowly but hardly can understand what's the point they are trying to say.our folks might be old, and

Love is in the air..

2007-02-15T12:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday, everybody sing love song in the officeplus forwarding each other love msgand what i did is...lucky draw for all the office staffwith the theme "valentine lucky draw special"so we have fun celebrating valentine in the office..hahafor me and my darling..as usual, we didn't celebrate valentinei went home from work, cook some food, said grace together, and eat dinner..after that

Retire age at 60??

2007-02-06T14:03:00.000+08:00

Government to study longer term for civil servantsBy PAUL CHOOPUTRAJAYA: The Government will study extending the retirement age of civil servants to 60.Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi said the current retirement age of 56 was too low for one to retire.He said the longer life span and better health enjoyed by Malaysians now should also be taken into account. i cut the

sooo..adorable....

2007-01-26T16:18:00.000+08:00

i wish i could have a puppy like this.......i envy my fren, she got two kitties,i can't keep oneplease let me have a puppy,juz now i went to pet shophow i wish i can take home one cute little puppy i saw there,i promise to myself, i'm gonna have one in the future^_^

time goes by...so slowly....

2007-01-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

well that will remind you of Madona's song rite :Pactually that is how i feel right now.i can feel that time is like slowing down to a snail pace.i miss my darling so much.can't wait to meet him this weekend.i'm counting every hour towards it..huh..how i wish i could meet him earlier than thattoday or tomoro..i'll be so much pleased..i hope mom and dad will not cancel their trip again nxt

sound of the rain..

2007-01-22T11:46:00.000+08:00

thru my office door, i can see the rain fall down..a beautiful scene actually, last time when i was a little kid, i like to watch the rain...i like the temperature dropped because of the rain..coz back in my village, it was very hot during sunny day.right now i'm listening to "fall" by hilsong, it was not coincident i guess, suit the sound of the rain...i found peace of mind..just watching and

this is not a commercial for gadis sunsilk

2007-01-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

i got this one forwarded by my sis, a moment captured in this flooding season...hemmm...

hujan..oh..hujan..

2007-01-16T08:39:00.000+08:00

i remember one malay song with that lyrics..i heard it on radio before or TV..can't quite recalled. i guess this song match the season we are in now...it has been raining everyday since i'm back from holiday in kampung, and reports of flood are all over the newspapers and TV, and even the government did so many reminder or warning thru the media. but in the middle of this nature disaster, lots of

my buddy

2007-01-04T09:54:00.000+08:00

while i was on holiday last month, i left my buddy at a friend's house..for a long holiday, i did worried of it eventho i left it to a trusworthy person.when we return on the 1st of January, my friend hand it back to us. how glad i was to see it in one piece. my darling told me, we should get my buddy a present too. so yesterday, my darling and i send it to the car accessories shop. so we choose

2007

2007-01-03T14:57:00.000+08:00

thanks to God for 2006, it has been a wonderful year to me. as a person, i have improved in many aspects of life. my family has been so blessed throughout the year.today is the third day in the year of 2007. for me, everything seems to be happening so fast. this year i'm gonna be 25, but still i feel like i'm 18 hahaha..well can't run away from reality though, the other day during my sis ceremony

the season is here again!!

2006-12-20T15:05:00.000+08:00

christmas is just five days away..i am more excited this year. this year i'm goin to be extremely busy before christmas..a lot of shopping to be done, preparation to be done and a journey to take "balik kampung". my siblings are all goin back this year..and even my darling is goin back with me. so my house will be full this year plus my just-married sis is gonna bring her husband back. so for the

farewell party for my boss

2006-12-19T08:30:00.000+08:00

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devotion

2006-12-12T11:39:00.000+08:00

i like devotion..what i mean by devotion is a time alone with God while reading His words, praying and communicating with God. living in this world with burdens on our back is hard. But God lift up the burden for us if we let Him.one online devotional material that help me a lot is the 'our daily bread'. when i was still studying, i subscribe to the quarterly booklet, and RBC send me the booklet

wedding bliss

2006-12-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

last week was the real deal. i reached kl on wednesday, when i reached my bro's house it was around 8pm already..as always kl was jammed and raining..i was soaked. anyway, Thanks to God, i'm still very familiar with the place and the public transport. the whole familiy except one of my brother were ther, getting everything ready for the wedding. my sis couldn't care less of every single details

nah..waiting is too much!

2006-11-28T08:37:00.000+08:00

i learned something yesterday, sometime waiting just cost you too much..too much of your time..too much of money..too much emotion..too much worries..too much uncertainty..too much thoughts..too much prediction..too much sweats..too much talks..too much pressure..too much hope..too much patient..too much tensions..too much doin nothing..too much doin everything..in the end, there's is only two

Enlightened by the rain..

2006-11-23T10:20:00.000+08:00

Rain fall down..coldness surround the earth..in the rain, I begin to think clearly..I realize that I have not try hard enough. day to day, I feel burden pressing my back. all this while I think and blame other thing, but in reality, it's all me. Now that I know, I want to make right. I learned a lot already from my past, my failure and hindrance.my mistake has now hunting me, urging me to try

turn left, turn right

2006-11-22T16:18:00.000+08:00

i watch the movie before..quite interesting..well actually the movie has nothing to do with what i'm gonna write...in this month, i have make few applications, now that i got options, i'm confused..somebody help me...hemm..uncertainty...my gudness i hope i'm gud at it.well i like to gamble, but now i got commitment. as my boyfriend says think before doin something..i need to think really deep on

4 years and counting..

2006-11-13T08:39:00.000+08:00

i'm so thankful to God for all that i am today. there has been hick ups all the way, bumps, hills and slope...i believe that God has make me went thru all this so i that i become what He wants me to.i have run away from Him so many time, yet He is there by my side all the time, never letting me go. i am now free again..last friday nite, my heart was broken, and i was in great fear, i went into my

spectaculars are back!!!

2006-11-08T11:44:00.000+08:00

WORLD POOL CHAMPIONSHIP 2006 (click for official website)now it has been four days the world pool championship happening in the Philippines, the qualifying tournaments is now stil on with eight groups competing.i am getting crazy for this game, my favourite is from the Philippines itself, the 'magician' Efren Reyes, as he is so brilliant. not forgetting good looking Mika Immonen, plus Bustamante

for a living....

2006-11-06T12:31:00.000+08:00

what do you do for a living? what a familiar question isn't it..i believe most of my graduate frens out ther have a job or as we like to call it...career. i found out thru a lot of people, 8 out of 10 young grads are not satisfied with their post or job they are holding at his moment. and that also happen to me during my 1st year of working. i figure out now why do i feel that way..actually it is

uhukk..uhuk...uhukk..

2006-11-02T08:46:00.000+08:00

my throat is so itchy, i feel uneasy in the chest, ummph cough come and visit me again.. my boyfriend and i both get bad cough for the past five days til today, he has been trying cough syrup, fisherman's friend, hacks and sterpsil to ease the sore throat. well i try that too. on tuesday, my staff noticed that my cough is so bad, he came to me and tell me of natural cough remedy:1. get juice out

myvi make it!

2006-10-26T11:16:00.000+08:00

last weekend trip was amazing! The adventure began at the junction of miri-bintulu road toward off road sungai arang heading to marudi. muahhahahhahahha...i don't know what i was thinking at that time, grab my guts and just do it! denny check for assurance with a long look right in my face, i was full with spirit, excitement and doubts at the same time. go for it girl..i said to myself in my

so long...

2006-10-20T08:36:00.000+08:00

Time has been passing so fast, everything feels like just happen yesterday, and it has been quite a while i havent blog. updates since last blog was:-1. my car now as good as new after the incident2. my mom and lil' sis came and visit me last two weeks3. i volunteered myself to be my sis biz partner,juz put my name in anyway, i'm doin nothing ;) hehe4. i'm moving my workstation to new office,

wat a week..

2006-09-20T13:19:00.000+08:00

since i send my beloved buddy to the workshop, i felt sorry for him. anyway that was my mistake, and really feel bad bout it. wish i could turn back time and redo the reverse..now it's done.this morning, worst..my bf bike won't start. i go for back up, called my staff and ask his help to pick me up. I'm so thankfull to have such a good staff. anyway, he did help me a lot ever since i'm here. i

superhero Test

2006-09-20T11:58:00.000+08:00

Your results:You are RobinRobin 80%Green Lantern 80%Hulk 70%The Flash 70%Superman 65%Spider-Man 60%Supergirl 50%Wonder Woman 50%Batman 30%Iron Man 30%Catwoman 20%Young and acrobatic. You don't mind stepping asideto give someone else glory.Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

baby blue...

2006-09-05T10:03:00.000+08:00

the colour that attract me all the time, it look so soft and calming, i like it so much and actually make my day :)i like to have all my thing in blue colour, especially baby blue, but in reality, most of important thing that i own was in different colour, not blue as i always wish when i was younger. for example, my car, house, curtain, bedroom...last time when i was young, i dreamed to have

life to value

2006-08-30T14:00:00.000+08:00

early at 8.23am i receive a call from my boyfriend today, well that is not ordinary him. i got an instinct that something happened, then it's true when he break the news that his cousin passed away after involving in an accident. sadness surround me for a while, when he further tell me that the deceased left 2 small children behind. immediately i ask for an excuse from my boss then rush to pick

"happy hour"

2006-08-28T13:53:00.000+08:00

Last saturday nite, the place where i work organized an event which i'm involve as a member of the working committee, the event called "merdeka 49ers happy hour session" in conjunction with the coming national day end of this month. well nice to have an event like that to bring people together and having fun. happy hour indeed, for the participants, but not exactly for me..well it is an unpaid

Lifestyle....Did u get it right?

2006-08-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

Huh..Lifestyle...This one actually bring a big question mark in my head, wat's so significant bout lifestyle towards one's life? Do I need to make my life stylish enough so that I live my life in style? ahaks.. confusedbut the fact is, yes your lifestyle gonna affect your life (bet u got confuse with my sentence) what I mean is, the way you live your life create your lifestyle. You are a designer

Nabbed

2006-08-17T09:07:00.000+08:00

my day start very early today, i woke up at 3.15am at first for a glass of water, this hazy weather really getting into me..(today's report API reach 110-still unhealthy) after that, i climb back to bed, try to get more sleep...but my journey into deep sleep was somehow interrupted by sounds...i heard thuds from next house, at first i thought it's only my left side neighbour going to work driving

Huuaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhh

2006-08-16T12:32:00.000+08:00

uh oh...is that so obvious that i'm sleepy? hemm well that's me in the middle of the day, dont bother me.anyway, weather outside there is not good, hazy urrrghh. air pollution index (API) has reach 107 in my area. (which mean very unhealthy -for those who doesn't know the meaning of the API reading ahaks....) i hardly stand the hot, smoky air that i rather be in office and not goin out for lunch.

Fly away...

2006-08-09T14:24:00.000+08:00

i wana fly away...close my eyes..close my ears..see nothing and hear nothing..escape to a peaceful dream..give me just a little while...but that is just fantasy..i cantopen my eyes..this is reality..oh..how hardmy heart are torn into pieces..my head hurt..banging inside..gonna explode...arrrrggghhhhhalright..that's it, full stop.**all of the above is how i feel when im driving in stress..

a Tribute to....

2006-08-03T10:38:00.001+08:00

in the previous few hours, i had a drink with my colleague in the pantry of our office, we had a conversation bout personal relationship, my colleague came out with a question that is actually testing my commitment with my lover, without realizing it, i begin to discuss bout my relationship with my colleague and she make a simple comment bout it. then after that i went back to my place, thinking

so shocking and tragic...

2006-07-25T14:58:00.000+08:00

early in the morning, i was told by my colleague, a royal family lost their sister in a tragic bloody murder scene...my reaction to that was..."OMG, how could that happen?" deep in my heart, i feel sympathy to the family and their relatives.then, few minutes before noon, the same coleague told me another shocking news...a famous actor which host my mom's fav game show died

Friday.....................

2006-07-21T08:41:00.000+08:00

morning everyone, today i woke up late..but i manage to get ready as fast as i could...rev up my engine...guess my car is crying heeee...so sorry buddy..but i need to be at the office on time..well my new boss practise flexi-working hours, u can know now i hate to go back late from work.last month, he noticed tht some of the staff failed to punch in at the right time, which mean haha...they are

Lost...indescribeable.......

2006-07-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

stuck at a point...not likely gonna be in cool list of my life. im like a balloon with so much pressure from inside, and im gonna explode...well, the more we dreams and ambitions we have in our life, the more responsible we gonna get. i like to challenge myself, but i need a break....................................................................ahh..a cup of coffee save me from making this blog

Share of thought

2006-05-25T08:41:00.001+08:00

in this early morning, I'm so grateful that I'm still alive and well in the greatness of God's love. Thank you Lord for giving me another wonderful day..Well after a long while there is something remind me the importance of holiness in our daily life. Last night, I make a long distance call to a friend I know from my previous church, we have a long chat about ministry, activities, all lot more

how ironic....

2006-05-24T13:53:00.000+08:00

Pressure on multi-faith Malaysia (click to read the article)sometime issue like this is an eye opening to our community, so that we can live more harmony and peacefull, in my opinion, im quite agreed with this article, the truth that happen in our social community..i'm hoping that the authorities will be more sensitive to those non muslims religious needs. i believe that all the non muslims are

Mark 14:38 NLT

2006-05-18T07:37:00.000+08:00

Keep alert and pray. Otherwise temptation will overpower you. For though the spirit is willing enough, the body is weak."blessed be all those who trust in the Lord and Keeping Faith in HimHave a nice day Friends!

The Story Factor

2006-05-10T08:58:00.000+08:00

Some people spend a lifetime trying to understand the Bible. Others reduce it to a few basic principles.In Walk the Line, a film portrayal of country singer Johnny Cash, a conversation between two young brothers suggests another approach. During a reflective moment, just before a tragic accident changes their lives, the boys are lying on their beds. Jack is reading his Bible when Johnny asks, “

animal smart....

2006-05-10T08:49:00.000+08:00

World UpdatesMay 9, 2006Dolphins, like humans, recognize namesBy Deborah ZabarenkoWASHINGTON (Reuters) - Bottlenose dolphins can call each other by name when they whistle, making them the only animals besides humans known to recognize such identity information, scientists reported on Monday. Scientists have long known that dolphins' whistling calls include repeated information thought to be their

food for the soul..

2006-04-28T07:42:00.000+08:00

i got this from RBC..Abuse of AuthorityThere is a fine line between the healthy and unhealthy use of power. At any time, even the best of leaders can begin making decisions that increasingly put their own interests before the needs of others.The misuse of authority, however, is not always subtle. History tells the stories of countless leaders who boldly acted as if their position placed them

Da Vinci Code...emmm interesting..

2006-04-27T09:01:00.001+08:00

this coming movie ( adapted from the book i guess) has attract a lot of people in the community especially my fellow believers..well read thru on what Mart De Haan says bout the book itself..Been Thinking About The Da Vinci Code?By Mart De HaanA reviewer from Book Sense says, "This is one of those rare books that comes along and makes you question everything you thought you knew about religion,

blessed are those who come in the name of the Lord

2006-04-27T07:56:00.000+08:00

He comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort others. When others are troubled, we will be able to give them the same comfort God has given us.2 Corinthians 1:4, NLTAmen! God bless all the broken hearts..

words of the day.....

2006-04-26T07:52:00.000+08:00

Stop judging others, and you will not be judged. Stop criticizing others, or it will all come back on you. If you forgive others, you will be forgiven.Luke 6:37, NLThave a nice blessed day :)