watever

my brain just won't work today.

so i decided to do "field work". after a remark from my assistant of my tanned skin, i knew tht i wouldn't sit at my table and dig through paperworks today. So, i chose to burn some fat (which i have lots at the moment) helping my staff to rearrange the display around the shop.

To my judgement, it wasn't the best day i had at work, i've got the post-holiday syndrom which turn off my working mode. i did not function well in the office and turn out to be the same when i reached home from work..

My hubby picked me up and we went straight back home. i have no mood to cook and i decided to prepare us the ready-to-fry frozen chicken (an instant dinner, i call it). so ignoring my vow to eat healthy dinner, i end up eating fried chicken and chocolate for desert.(u might think i'm the worst wife a guy would ever have rite now)

So i guess, that's all for a one-day wasted period of my life. i gain nothing but a day older and fatter, but above all, i would like to thank God for a day like today, where i live a loose life and carefree, i need this once in a blue moon =)

holiday

last weekend, my husband & i drove back to my hometown. well actually, this trip wasn't something we planned. i might not be able to go home for christmas, so i took the chance to visit my grandma from both side of my parents.

my husband never been to my father's village, so this trip was his introduction to where my dad spent his childhood(i'm not familiar either since my family live at my mom's village since my parents got married). But the most important part of it was, seeing my grandma, i hadn't met her since my engagement day. She live by herself now since my eldest aunt moved out to their new home(my grandpa passed away in an accident when i was still a toddler). i feel sad for her, she too old now to look after herself, anyway my other aunty live next door and checking on her everyday (Thank God!).

As ever, spending time at grandma's wouldn't be perfect without fresh coconut drink. Since nobody can climb the coconut tree, my husband did the honor plucking them using a very tall bamboo with a hook at the end (haha! he have no idea how to do it, but he handle it well, luv you darling!).

well, it was the highlite of our short holiday. part from it, we spent some time fishing (oldskool style haha!) and we have to satisfied with one small fish we caught. i had a very great time with my family (kakak, adek, abang(daddy ken), ken, awin, nana, my husband, mak, apak, makyang & pakyang)and aunts.

monday morning

this morning is not the same with any other monday morning i've had in life.

I hardly sleep last night, having weird dreams all night. then wake up this morning with heavy head, not headache but just feel like my brain was working all night in my sleep. My sis came up to me and told me about her nose bleeding in the middle of the night, i told her to drink a lot of plain water to cool her body down.

Sending husband to the airport for his work trip (two weeks long) this morning was never easy so as any other time. on the way to work, police called out my plat number instructing me to move to the left lane to make way for the Royal to pass by. reaching the parking lot at office, my assistant text me saying she's taking leave today as she's down with fever. one of my staff also taking anual leave today, so look like it's gonna be a quite office today.

Somehow, "bagiMu pujian" by Sari and a guy(couldnt recall his name) was playing on my mp3 player, brought myself together again. Making me realize tht there is a bigger purpose living in this world.

Yesterday, i'm answering God's call so today by His grace, i'm gonna do it not by myself but with Him and in Him. I'm reporting my duty to Him and also my office in a significant way this morning. so friends, pray for me!

Thanks to God and thanks to you!

"facebookerism"

Most of the time, i wanted to be connected with my friends. then there was facebook. a very good friend of mine create it for me. i couldn't thank her enuf for it.

at first, i meant it to be for close friends that i can intimately share personal stuff in it. but i later i realize that i could not keep or maintain it to close friends only, as the biggest purpose for facebook is to get connected to everybody including friends and friends of friends and their acquaintance.

there was once, i'm uploading my photos of a very big event in my life, my husband was at my side while i'm uploading them. for the fist 2 photos, he didn't say anything, then when i went on for the 3rd, 4th...and so on..he ask me "why do you want to put so many photos in your facebook?" and so i said, "my sis is in my facebook, she wants to see them". and then he said "how many people other than your sis will see them?" i get his point already at that.

Facebook is a freeworld in another dimension of reality. So i get it when my husband stressed out the point of putting limits in the use of facebook and still get connected with friends in healthy & secure ways. And as for all of us, use it wisely, thoughtfully and have fun!

GBU!

at point blank..

I guess i need miracle rite now..

My faith is that God will provide and give me blessing according to His richness and glory. Amen.

...in fact He already has..Thank u Lord!

All rite..i'm back to my blog

wow..i never thought i'm gonna write blog again.
well what a shame thought. usually, i'll write updates on myself. i think i'm gonna change tht a bit, (it's 2009 for goodness sake!)

well, see you soon in my next post!