early at 8.23am i receive a call from my boyfriend today, well that is not ordinary him. i got an instinct that something happened, then it's true when he break the news that his cousin passed away after involving in an accident. sadness surround me for a while, when he further tell me that the deceased left 2 small children behind. immediately i ask for an excuse from my boss then rush to pick him up and send him to bus terminal where he get on an express bus going back to his hometown where the funeral will take place.
after a brief goodbye, i drive back to office, on the way i was praying for his journey and the family who mourn for the lost. Deep inside my heart, there's a chilly feeling that urge me to feel worry, fear and sad. i realize then everytime when i heard or attend funerals of my relatives when they passed away, i have that same feeling. then i guess it is normal to feel that way. But now i know the truth, actualy i feared losing the one i love especially those who are important to me. i feared that they will be gone also like the others, especially those who died at young age.
I learn that from this, it is very important for us to actually appreciate and enjoy companion of people around us, as they might be gone anytime and we don't know when. i myself could not imagine how would it feel if i lost somebody that i dearly love, but i know some of my friends out there been through that, even some of them have share it with me. From them i learn that to face the truth the person is gone is actualy hard but the hope and legacy that he/she leave behind that make us strong again to go on with our life.
Once, my boyfriend told me, we should not grieve for the person who has been gone, instead, we should appreciate his/her life contribution to us, remember all his/her achievement as a hope for us to move on and learn from his/her life. i will always remember that.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Monday, August 28, 2006
"happy hour"
Last saturday nite, the place where i work organized an event which i'm involve as a member of the working committee, the event called "merdeka 49ers happy hour session" in conjunction with the coming national day end of this month. well nice to have an event like that to bring people together and having fun. happy hour indeed, for the participants, but not exactly for me..well it is an unpaid overtime for me to just attend and do my part to put the event together..tiring anyway.
I dont know if i ever have happy hour in this last few years..hardly remember, but definitely i have always had Joy Hours even at this very hour in my life. i guess you know what i mean, when you have God in your heart, joy is always there too.
Anyway, i believe different person has different way to have fun or to spend time just to get a good laugh or to release their tension. But i would like to promote healthy way to spend a quality time to entertain ourself or our family, maybe some of my tips below will help:
a) for family
1. choose an activity which can get your little ones involve too
2. make sure the activity are with low risk of injuries especially for your kids
3. consider daytime activity, to avoid disturbance in the kids' sleeping hours, as night time activity normally tend to end at late night.
4. pick a bright and peaceful environment, which is actually good for children
5. always consider activity which actually bring the family closer while educating the little ones, so that the time that you spend together is beneficial to your family.
b) For individual / couples / groups
1. Try to pick activity which you will really enjoy without or with minimal tendency to get hurt/regret/sick afterward.
2. vary your activity, so that you could try different/new thing rather than to stick to only one activity each week (as you might get bored doing the same thing everytime)
3. save a value of yourself so that you won't involve in something stupid which will ruin your life.
4. There's no limit to have fun but be rational while having it.
5. spend your time as you want by spending your money wisely for it.
that's all for today, hope you have a good life ahead and having fun in a healthy way ;)
I dont know if i ever have happy hour in this last few years..hardly remember, but definitely i have always had Joy Hours even at this very hour in my life. i guess you know what i mean, when you have God in your heart, joy is always there too.
Anyway, i believe different person has different way to have fun or to spend time just to get a good laugh or to release their tension. But i would like to promote healthy way to spend a quality time to entertain ourself or our family, maybe some of my tips below will help:
a) for family
1. choose an activity which can get your little ones involve too
2. make sure the activity are with low risk of injuries especially for your kids
3. consider daytime activity, to avoid disturbance in the kids' sleeping hours, as night time activity normally tend to end at late night.
4. pick a bright and peaceful environment, which is actually good for children
5. always consider activity which actually bring the family closer while educating the little ones, so that the time that you spend together is beneficial to your family.
b) For individual / couples / groups
1. Try to pick activity which you will really enjoy without or with minimal tendency to get hurt/regret/sick afterward.
2. vary your activity, so that you could try different/new thing rather than to stick to only one activity each week (as you might get bored doing the same thing everytime)
3. save a value of yourself so that you won't involve in something stupid which will ruin your life.
4. There's no limit to have fun but be rational while having it.
5. spend your time as you want by spending your money wisely for it.
that's all for today, hope you have a good life ahead and having fun in a healthy way ;)
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Lifestyle....Did u get it right?
Huh..Lifestyle...This one actually bring a big question mark in my head, wat's so significant bout lifestyle towards one's life? Do I need to make my life stylish enough so that I live my life in style? ahaks.. confused
but the fact is, yes your lifestyle gonna affect your life (bet u got confuse with my sentence) what I mean is, the way you live your life create your lifestyle. You are a designer of your own life. well that's sound like the power is in your hand, and it's up to you to design your lifestyle.
actually, your lifestyle can be good or bad depends to all other human being around you to judge it. sometime, you think that your lifestyle is so good until you don't want it to be change, and sometime you are dying to change your lifestyle. in our daily life, we hardly notice that some (*not all) of the things or way we lead our life are actually bad habits or slowly destroying ourselves because we are so used to it.
my tips to know how good is your lifestyle and improving it:
1) list down your daily/ routine activities even every small details on a paper
2) test it, whether it is destroying or improving your life (tick to improving and cross for destroying, be honest please..)
3) now, stick it on your mirror or your notice board or your fridge
4) reduce doing the one you cross (u can also replace it with new good one), and work on the one you tick
5) lastly, make sure you are happy and healthy
alright frens, hope you have a healthy life, and if you don't, there is always a room for improvement..hehehhehe sounds like Tim Allen
all the best and have a nice day ;)
but the fact is, yes your lifestyle gonna affect your life (bet u got confuse with my sentence) what I mean is, the way you live your life create your lifestyle. You are a designer of your own life. well that's sound like the power is in your hand, and it's up to you to design your lifestyle.
actually, your lifestyle can be good or bad depends to all other human being around you to judge it. sometime, you think that your lifestyle is so good until you don't want it to be change, and sometime you are dying to change your lifestyle. in our daily life, we hardly notice that some (*not all) of the things or way we lead our life are actually bad habits or slowly destroying ourselves because we are so used to it.
my tips to know how good is your lifestyle and improving it:
1) list down your daily/ routine activities even every small details on a paper
2) test it, whether it is destroying or improving your life (tick to improving and cross for destroying, be honest please..)
3) now, stick it on your mirror or your notice board or your fridge
4) reduce doing the one you cross (u can also replace it with new good one), and work on the one you tick
5) lastly, make sure you are happy and healthy
alright frens, hope you have a healthy life, and if you don't, there is always a room for improvement..hehehhehe sounds like Tim Allen
all the best and have a nice day ;)
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Nabbed
my day start very early today, i woke up at 3.15am at first for a glass of water, this hazy weather really getting into me..(today's report API reach 110-still unhealthy) after that, i climb back to bed, try to get more sleep...but my journey into deep sleep was somehow interrupted by sounds...
i heard thuds from next house, at first i thought it's only my left side neighbour going to work driving his trailer which is huge, regularly make lot of noise. but the thuds become louder and goes on until it sound weird. then i check out my clock, it's still early 4.50am..then i realize the sound came from my rightside neighbour house.
i got up and peek thru my window, at first hard to see anything but blurry lights outside my neighbour house, i grab my spec, and now i can clearly saw a police car parked outside my neighbour house. few minutes later, few police vehicle swarm in the area outside my house. then i saw few cops went out from the house, later i saw my neighbour being handcuffed and lead by a cop to one of their car.
now positive that my neighbour being nabbed in this police ambush, but it left me with a lot of question in my mind, especially, what has he been involve in until it take more than 10 cops armed with big guns to take him down. then back to reality...OMG!! i've living next door to a criminal! hahhahhahaha..feels like living in new york (i watch too much CSI:NY hehehhhe)
anyway, one thing i know since day 1 they move in next house, they do bring troubles to me, especially when they know i'm living alone, a lot of them all guys living in that house and lot more come by just to loiter there at night. they disturbed me almost everytime i went in and out of the house, stalking me from inside of their house, teasing, and lots more, which slowly stop recently when they realise the frequent present of my boyfriend at my house. adding to that list, many people suspect them to be responsible of my house break-in incident last May. for that incident, thank God i did not lost lot of thing.
well frens, be aware and alert of your surrounding, especially where you live, and don't forget to ask God for protection, coz we never know when bad thing gonna happen to us. i am thankful for the cops has nabbed the bad guy, and no matter what they did, just take them out of my neighbourhood.
have a nice day!
i heard thuds from next house, at first i thought it's only my left side neighbour going to work driving his trailer which is huge, regularly make lot of noise. but the thuds become louder and goes on until it sound weird. then i check out my clock, it's still early 4.50am..then i realize the sound came from my rightside neighbour house.
i got up and peek thru my window, at first hard to see anything but blurry lights outside my neighbour house, i grab my spec, and now i can clearly saw a police car parked outside my neighbour house. few minutes later, few police vehicle swarm in the area outside my house. then i saw few cops went out from the house, later i saw my neighbour being handcuffed and lead by a cop to one of their car.
now positive that my neighbour being nabbed in this police ambush, but it left me with a lot of question in my mind, especially, what has he been involve in until it take more than 10 cops armed with big guns to take him down. then back to reality...OMG!! i've living next door to a criminal! hahhahhahaha..feels like living in new york (i watch too much CSI:NY hehehhhe)
anyway, one thing i know since day 1 they move in next house, they do bring troubles to me, especially when they know i'm living alone, a lot of them all guys living in that house and lot more come by just to loiter there at night. they disturbed me almost everytime i went in and out of the house, stalking me from inside of their house, teasing, and lots more, which slowly stop recently when they realise the frequent present of my boyfriend at my house. adding to that list, many people suspect them to be responsible of my house break-in incident last May. for that incident, thank God i did not lost lot of thing.
well frens, be aware and alert of your surrounding, especially where you live, and don't forget to ask God for protection, coz we never know when bad thing gonna happen to us. i am thankful for the cops has nabbed the bad guy, and no matter what they did, just take them out of my neighbourhood.
have a nice day!
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Huuaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhh
uh oh...is that so obvious that i'm sleepy? hemm well that's me in the middle of the day, dont bother me.
anyway, weather outside there is not good, hazy urrrghh. air pollution index (API) has reach 107 in my area. (which mean very unhealthy -for those who doesn't know the meaning of the API reading ahaks....) i hardly stand the hot, smoky air that i rather be in office and not goin out for lunch. my staff complaint of the hot weather each time returning from site..hehhehe well thank God, i dont need to go site visit today...ok, now let me share tips to survive this weather..
a) Limits outside activities
b) Drink a lot of plain water
c) Stay inside and turn on Air-conditioner
d) For those travelling with bike, put on mask ( can get it from pharmacy)
e) Dont do open burning, its gonna worsen the weather
f) Last but not least, pray for rain...hehehhehhe
alright, hope u still enjoy your day no matter how bad the weather is...
God bless all!
anyway, weather outside there is not good, hazy urrrghh. air pollution index (API) has reach 107 in my area. (which mean very unhealthy -for those who doesn't know the meaning of the API reading ahaks....) i hardly stand the hot, smoky air that i rather be in office and not goin out for lunch. my staff complaint of the hot weather each time returning from site..hehhehe well thank God, i dont need to go site visit today...ok, now let me share tips to survive this weather..
a) Limits outside activities
b) Drink a lot of plain water
c) Stay inside and turn on Air-conditioner
d) For those travelling with bike, put on mask ( can get it from pharmacy)
e) Dont do open burning, its gonna worsen the weather
f) Last but not least, pray for rain...hehehhehhe
alright, hope u still enjoy your day no matter how bad the weather is...
God bless all!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Fly away...
i wana fly away...
close my eyes..close my ears..see nothing and hear nothing..
escape to a peaceful dream..
give me just a little while...
but that is just fantasy..i cant
open my eyes..this is reality..oh..how hard
my heart are torn into pieces..
my head hurt..
banging inside..gonna explode...arrrrggghhhhh
alright..that's it, full stop.
**all of the above is how i feel when im driving in stress..hahahhahha..like nonsense ;)
close my eyes..close my ears..see nothing and hear nothing..
escape to a peaceful dream..
give me just a little while...
but that is just fantasy..i cant
open my eyes..this is reality..oh..how hard
my heart are torn into pieces..
my head hurt..
banging inside..gonna explode...arrrrggghhhhh
alright..that's it, full stop.
**all of the above is how i feel when im driving in stress..hahahhahha..like nonsense ;)
Thursday, August 03, 2006
a Tribute to....
in the previous few hours, i had a drink with my colleague in the pantry of our office, we had a conversation bout personal relationship, my colleague came out with a question that is actually testing my commitment with my lover, without realizing it, i begin to discuss bout my relationship with my colleague and she make a simple comment bout it. then after that i went back to my place, thinking back bout what we've talk...i decided to write this;
A tribute to my lover, my testimonial bout him.
kind, loving, caring
ambitious, high spirit, commited
full of life, full of laugh, full of understanding
inspiring, devoted, faithfull
stubborn yet tolerance
hardheaded yet warm
strict yet passionate
not a man of words..hardly in words..but full of gesture, act and affection
reliable leader, unique and have very own way or solution
resist to be understand yet irresistible to love
full of crazy ideas and thoughts yet serious in life and career
last but not least,
pride and passion are all for God, and all that he loves around him
i appreciate every moment i have with my lover, frens out there, keep supporting us in prayer..thank you so much. God bless You n have a nice day ;)
A tribute to my lover, my testimonial bout him.
kind, loving, caring
ambitious, high spirit, commited
full of life, full of laugh, full of understanding
inspiring, devoted, faithfull
stubborn yet tolerance
hardheaded yet warm
strict yet passionate
not a man of words..hardly in words..but full of gesture, act and affection
reliable leader, unique and have very own way or solution
resist to be understand yet irresistible to love
full of crazy ideas and thoughts yet serious in life and career
last but not least,
pride and passion are all for God, and all that he loves around him
i appreciate every moment i have with my lover, frens out there, keep supporting us in prayer..thank you so much. God bless You n have a nice day ;)
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