all bout work

at this point of my career, i'm agreed to the saying "higher pay, higher responsibilty"
tommorow we are having a major event but i have it all ready and just few things to be prepared for the final touch.
next financial year, my workload is piling up, i have more major projects to handle. but off course i'm getting myself prepare for it. for this financial year, i have finished our new Guardhouse, football field and lots more major maintenance project. i am satisfied with my achievement so far, and can't get it done without excellent staffs. Glad i have a very hardworking staff.
But the ugly truth, despite my passion of getting my job done well, i am looking for another job. how ironic is that.. i work hard for this company, and yet i'm planning to leave. i guess i'm a person that is very hard to meet self satisfaction, i just want to do more than what i'm doing now.

superstitious

last night i have a bad dream, i'm not sure whether it's just a dream or it mean something..but the dream was quite weird to me.
in my dream, i caught my darling red handed kissing another girl, my reaction was, upset and go away holding my tears, and he did not go after me and just wait for me to come back, which i did come back and totally upset..
i woke up instantly and can't sleep after that, it was 3am in the morning. but i wasn't really thinking of the dream, then 5.45am, my darling who is thousands miles across the ocean send me a message (sms), greeting gud morning to me..somehow he did ring a bell, i told him straight away bout my dream, he said that it was nonsense..
i know it was just me, the dream was a little bit disturbing, maybe i just miss him so much. Never cross my mind to think of my darling would do something like that as i trust him and know his character well. what a dream tho....huh can't imagine if it really happen..

Anyway, thanks God i have faith.

freelance job wanted

friends..

if you know any vacancy for freelance job, please let me know ok..
i'm kinda bored, and need to do something during my spare time.

i would be happy enough if i got any writing job, i can write about anything hehe..

contact me (please...):- erry682@yahoo.com

i am serious bout this, and appreciate your help.

sweet treasure

today, suddenly my sis (sis adlin) who now live in sabah goes online, we chat for a while, there are too much to catch up between each other..i miss her so much and haven't seen her for few years now since i left college. i'm so glad that we are stil keepin in touch wit each other.
she is like a real sis to me..she cared for me when i was in college and help me with a lot of my probs. i miss to hang out wit her. hopefully someday i could hang out wit her again. she told me.."eventho we are far apart, yet it feels like you are so close to me" and off course i feel the same way too, againts all odd, we still connected to each other eventho we haven't seen each other for so many years..our conversation, topics, and "language"..we understand each other so much and that's the amazing thing of our relationship.
it is so hard to find somebody that can really suit or match our soul, and affect us so much. she is like a precious treasure to me. i thank God for a sister like her.

luv u sis..

my first dental appointment

at last, i made it to the dentist..i was ready to bear the pain of tooth being pulled out of my gum.
to my surprise, the dentist said "your tooth is still ok, we only need to fill the decayed tooth". then she set an appointment for me next tuesday.
i always have the fear of seeing dentist before, but what i experience just now is not bad at all. i feel comfortable with it.
well, i guess i won't be seeing any toothfairy in this time around ;)

King of my heart

i could have not got anything without Him, the King of my heart
many people take Him for granted
i pray that i will always give Him thanks
for everything that i was, am, and goin to be

i dedicated the song "King of my heart" by michelle tumes to HIM
who deserve all the praises and worship of my heart
i am so glad that i am found..
i pray that all others who seek Him shall be found too..

i dream of...

the place where i work is exactly by the sea shore, but unfortuntely due to erosion, now we could only indulge the sea view from inside our perimeter fence.




i always dream of a getaway, to the amazing islands of maldives..last time i saw great vacation destinations there on TV...uhhh..how i really wish i could go there..i guess that is what i need right now.

maybe i'm affected by busybee virus, plus my toothache..OMG..can't event eat properly now, especially iced and sweet food. my staff went to a dentist this morning and he did invite me too, but i was just too busy with my job. guess i just go next week, hope i will still survive till then.

by the way, i'm preparing to be in the long distance relationship again..(owh..really don't like it), my darling is goin away again..for quite a long time this time...and i might need to prepare for a move again but not soon..well what can i say, life goes on...